Saturday, May 21, 2005
hello
yarp... so anyway... i just got home not long ago from yf retreat.. came home early.. cause everyone was leaving.. and i wanted to really sleep on my bed.. so yeah.. got a lift from william.
yup, well the retreat was a really great awakening to my spiritual life.. and a learning point is that... i cant lead my life leaning of feelings.. rather by obedience.. which is such a good point.. cause feelings change... and it can be either good or bad... and if i do... wouldnt i always feel bad most of the time? but only through obedience.. can we then truely serve God... whether feeling good or bad! and thats the Great Commision isnt? to serve God and rejoice with all our hearts for the glorification of his kingdom? yarp.. and also.. to love my enemies whole heartedly... the story mark gave abt the 2 couples jack and jill... ahh its too long to say la.. ill type it out again next time.. but yeah... it is really refreshing to know all these came up.. and convicted my heart.. that i should be tolerable and stuff... and then there was a debate on whether clubbing and pubbing gives an oppotunity for christian witnesses... quite another wakeup call... and u know... yeah... i dont think i;'m mature enough yet to realise what i should and should not do... but yeah.. it is a conseversial topic.. and yes should be addressed! over all the camp was great! great lessons..and great games.. playing jenga and uno-stako, boogle.. good ole indoor games.. haha got everyone young and old having fun! it was great!
yarp.. but anyway... when i was home.. i guess i realised how much of a sinner am i again... like... i was quite pissed at my mom for being so longwinded abt my future.. cause i demanded a solution or rahter a blueprint of where i should go after my diploma.. hai.. but anyway... it was quite a sad conversation.. cause i really wanted to exit it cause it really wasnt going my way.. so i guess i ended it with wrong note.. which got me quite upset as well... so yeah.. i called bertram... and well yeah i was still quite upset too.. but he did cheer me up with a verse in the bible... philippians 4:6, which speaks of man to not be anxious but in everything by prayer and petition... let my thanksgiving be let known unto God.. i was a bit fazzed by it... but.. after some alone thinking ... i realised how selfish i was... in life yes... i have to just be happy and Glorify God! but i was just wanting to be happy... and not Glorify God! i didnt think of that during the heat of the arguement.. and it is there i realised how much a sinner i am... that i should repent.. and trust God for the future... i should do my studies well... and keep my options open.. but for the future of where i will be... its all up to God! which is most important! trust God!
so then after that.. after that ordeal.. i tried to cheer myself up... and well thanks to viv... i was able to smile again! thanks for encouraging me.. and then.... suddenly... at my doorstep... bertram appears! i told him not to come la! but he did... what a friend right! and i guess it reminds me to thank God so much for such great friends! yup so he came over... we talked... prayed! it was really great! and well its all God's blessing and indeed! all praise to him! hah!
oh well.. service is coming up.. and i should sleep. so then.. ill update more soon! peace be to yawll! and God Bless..
nighto
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+ 9:58 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
well its been a month! haha.. sorry... anyway!
i just got back from lsct foc! pretty good i guess.. i mean.. like aaron didnt go... and charissa left on the 1st day cause i guess her group was really boring. i dont blame her la!. i mean... i thought my group was a bit off as well.. but i mean... everything went fine. got along with the guys pretty well, almost all the guys at least.. hmm.. ah! there onli 7 guys actually... including me... and its just this guy, james... who's a real dumbass! like everyone got along well with each other.. but this james just.... is a... ah i donno what to say... he reminds me when i was in primary school.. and naive and... just dont know when to speak and all that.. just barging into people's conversations... giving unnessary comments... he's jsut really weird ! there;s so much to say abt him!. like i remember.. just last night b4 night walk... he just woke a guy he doesnt know up to talk! and that guy was like SLEEPING! and he just woke him up like that as we wait.. i was so -peng-! and the sleeping guy had to wake up to listen to him, giving glances at me signalling "what's wrong with him?" and all i could say is that james is weird! its really retarded!... james even brought the movie : SCREAM mask... and wanted to scare people at night.. but i guess its was a good thing the guys told our GLs. ahh.. he's just retarded la! and the worse part is that.. when i tell him right to his face to shut up, or learn to speak when its the right time... he just doesnt get it! it just sucks la! everybody and i mean all 25 of us got along so well.. EXCEPT him... so i guess its just 24 of us then.!
hai.. anyway, the 3 days 2 nights camp was really amazing i guess.. i felt happy =). i was miss india for performance night... i was damn hot! hahhaa.. yeah! and our group(SCORPIONS) were the onli team in the whole camp to actually get the ping pong ball out of the holey tube... and 3rd OG in the whole of FOC's history to get it out! i was so impressed! we came in 4th out of 10 teams in over performance! and i was pretty rad abt it.. cause i mean.. we were quite a "cool" team as well.. we dont normally cheer... but we just work so well together!. it was just amazing! oh and the camp was crazy la!.. the time tables stretches from like 8 am to 5 am the next morning! its super super hardcore.. but fun! so i'm gonna go sleep straight after this post. hah! learnt alot of NP's ghosts stories as well, during night walk.. its was like really crazy la.. i was the 1st loner ranger to enter the night walk.. as in literally kick things off.. i didnt get to eat the cookies that were distributed.. i jsut wanted to get it over and done with.. but i was abit...... scared after that.... i mean like walking through the blocks of NP... and with like those incented papers on the grounds.. GLs prepariong to scare the wits out of u!? it was really creepy la!.. and the lifts as well.... they blocked out all the lights to add to the fright factor.. grrr! yeah well being 1st also has its perks! the GLs didnt know i was coming and were like.. "EH? WHY ARE U HERE? WHO ARE U?!" hahaha.. yeah... i was onli being shocked at at then horticulture garden... cause they CHEAT!!! hahah! they said hello to me cause i took them by surprised then the hid at the end so to make sure i got scared! BASKET! i was really scaared la... i was jumped and just shouted! super super loudly... and they said my scream was a little lagging... bleah!! hahaha... ya but the rest of the trip... though it got my hairs standing.. i was still able to take most of them by surprised.. the last of the night walk was to go into some "haunted" toilet.. and in the pitch darkness.. flush 3 cubicals... feel myself ard and stuff... that got me freaked out la! i was super super scared.. but as usual.. i took the GLs by surprise.. and they showed me the way! heee!! hahaha.. oh yeah... did i mention... because i was the 1st one... i kept goingthe wrong ways and kept going else where! hahaha.. dumbass! oh well.. then after 3 or 4 groups or guys after me... everyone came in groups la! i was so super off!! i was like one of maybe 2 loners... and then everyone went in groups! basket!
and oh yeah during the 2days in camp... like everyday... there was mud games! and as it was raining for the past 2 days.. it added to the dirtiness.. it was really hardcore man! i had to throw away my 2 shirts after that! and like 1st night... it stretched till 4+ am.. cause at 2 am we were water bombing! hahaha... it was really really fun! i had a blast!!! hah!!!
i was so hyped.. anyway! i'm dead tired! ill update again when i can... or rather when i feel like it! hahaha
sorry guys... if i hadnt replied ur smses and stuff.. my hp was with the GLs for protection and stuff... but ill get back to u guys soon! laters babes!
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+ 3:25 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
this is janice... she's from hong kong... she studies in england... she's my friend! =)
hahaha... yeah well not posting in a while.. and well nothing significant really happened during my time of mia... just that i onli got to know janice... who's now a really really really good friend though we've known each other for maybe... less than 5 days... she's auntie margie's daughter and they stayed at my place for 5 days for the holidays! its really nice to have then ard.. esp, janice who'd stay up with me every night till late... during my regular bumming routine... she'd drink with me and just talk and talk and talk... now how in the world would any 2 person in this type of situation be good friends!? well yeah... i just had to share this with the world cause well... my life's been very boring and i'm kinda missing her... being alone a night again sucks!
oh well cherry-os.... poke me sometime friends! hahaha
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+ 8:21 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
i skated gs the other day... and i played the table-ledge... and i bs50-50... bs5-0...!! WEEE!!!!!!!!! hahah i tried to k-grind it... but... hai... i just cant do it!!!
oh well =)
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+ 7:00 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Modest Mouse - Float On
I backed my car into a cop car the other day
Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok
I ran my mouth off a bit too much oh what can i say
Well you just laughed it off it was all ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on any way well
Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with a scam
It was worth it just to learn from sleight-of-hand
Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans
We both got fired on the exactly the same day
Well we'll float on good news is on the way
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Now don't worry we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Alright don't worry we'll all float on
And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Aliright don't worry even if things end up a bit to heavy
we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Ok don't worry we'll all float on
Even if things get heavy we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Don't you worry we'll all float on
All float on
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check it out! i've got a new computer... its like so cool! haha i can like control volume on the keyboard... and the cpu is so quiet! so yummy!..
well i went to the gym today... worked my chest, abs and biceps.. and they are like aching now.. woo hoo...
skating today was ok.. and i really think the skatepark is gonna close today! they've already put up all the fences with the DANGER signs... sigh..... good bye to u!
well fell hard and everywhere today.. seems like i keep getting stuck or my body weight is just all over the place.. that sucks the most.. hai...
mom's asking me to write an affidavitt... hai.. this divorce shit is so.... ahh no comment...
alright enough
BLOB
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+ 6:26 AM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
FRONT SIDE CROOOOOOOOOOOKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
its just damn sexy!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha........
i just watched Confidence on dvd... it seems i always have a thing for these "steal" movies. italian job, oceans 11 and all that.. it gets me all hyped!
today was east park challenge.. joined for fun... haha... nerve wrecking... my 1st comp.... boy.. if there were 2 runs which was suppose to be! i could have skated hard!!!!!.....
ooooo ooo! i just came back from watching Hitch.......... quite a fun show..
kk short post
chicky chicky bang bang
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+ 7:19 AM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
it 2.20am, i just got back from darrel's bday party at pasar ris. i had at least 5 shots of vodka. i'm feeling high and dry. i wanna sleep. i cant. BECAUSE MY HAIR IS STILL WET FROM MY SHOWER!
ahh...... i know ishouldnt be drinking, but like... peer pressure took the best of me.. i mean, like i know i can take the heat of it... but like, i should have thought what could have happened after i still drank... i mean.. i'm out of my league!!! i cant really walk straight anymore. i cant pray properly.. i jsut feel like a total waste.
one more rule to my life: NO DRINKING B4 QT...
sheesh i'm just so....................... crap.................................................................
HAPPY BDAY DARRELL NEO.
haha yeah, his bday was today... and yeah its good to see him happy =).
well i went the police cantonment this morning... did the ID parade to identify the fella who took my phone... sheesh that was a cool experience.. 9 people just lines up infront of u on a one way window.. and u pick the "lucky" guy!.. then i had to wait ages after that to have Staff Sergent Eddy Tan to take a new statement for me, so to be read in court for sentencing of the fella! surprisingly, bernard was there also! i was surprised he was also conned by the same guy!. what a small world.
i went to pulau tekong after that.. to see kor's passing out parade. it was a cool exp. i mean because it was my 1st, it was really exciting to see how things looked like... when i reached there, sheesh!!! i thought i was at club med! all the buildings and infrastructure looked like a resort! i thought i boarded the wrong ferry! but the soldiers posted at various points gave that thought away. so anyway.. there were alot of pics taken with my dad's super cool sony digi cam.. oh yeah he came with me too... ill post them up if i can soon =)!. haha yeah... so we walked ard the island or rather the camp after that... pretty interesting...
after that i left tekong to go to down town east where i find go sport skaters and jing and all there! they were all doing a demo.. and i realize the closing date for the comp on sunday was today!... so i panicked and help nick and qi an and including me, fill up, forge signatures and hand in the form.. i feel like such a bad man.. i shoudl be locked up!. hai..... yea.. so anyway.. i was dying to skate.. so i took peh eh's board and started kickfliping and launching... the feel of my nike angus is just amazing! iwanna use it soon to skate!
alright alright.. then i made my way to darrells party to have "fun"! there my days ends... nights people!
CHICKY CHICKY BANG BANG
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+ 10:17 AM
